Finally, the second modul finished!!! I'm really glad, hontou ni uresshiii yo~... I even didn't care about my final exam anymore.. U know, we had to answer 120 questions in 2 hours!! It means one question for one minute... And that's not all, the questions itselves weren't the normal multiple choice I used to do in my school life... We had to choose the right answers from 4 options, and it could be more than one... That's really confusing, coz the options are very similar and all of it could be right..It means I had to remember all the details at book and that's TOTALLY IMPOSSIBLE !!!

That's why I REALLY HATE subjects such as phylosophy, ethics, and anything related to morality...There are no absolute answers for that matter coz each person interpretation could be different..and we couldn't judge the right or wrong based of that...So, I can say that "TRUTH IS RELATIVE" ...We could identify problems from many point of view and the solution really depend on our own perspective... Besides, situation, condition, ability, and skill are also taking big part in the way we handle and solve problems... That are things that sometimes we couldn't control.. Effort, determination, and motivation, the three biggest factors that affect people success, even better than skill, also vary for each person.

Although I hate it, but I Iearned all important things that could be very useful in my life... I'm quite grateful of that..

This is just my first week in medical school, but I've already had mountain-of-endless crazy like assignments !!! I have to make presentation, do group discussion, write a case analysis report, and the hardest one is mid-modul examination all in one week... And u know what? We have to do that presentation in front of 3 professors and 3 doctors (all of them are my lecturers). Oh shit, who knows what will they ask later... (especially the killer lecture doctor D_ _ _ _ who'd already taught us about critical thinking and stuff and I know perfectly she would practice it in the seminar). And what's worse is, now I got sick to the point that my voice cracked very badly. U know, in my life I never got sick until it affected my voice. How I supposed to do the presentation with a condition like that? OMG, this is really stressful and I started to doubt my own motivation to be a doctor. I wonder if this is the right path I chose  for my future and whether I really wanted it..  Well, whatever happened just do what in front of your eyes first, ne~.... Ganbattteeeee!!!!!!

Fyuuuh, finally I can relax now. U know, these last two days I've got some kind of university orientation which we called OSPEK. In Indonesia, this is an event that will make all new students stressed, usually because we have to obey senior's order and their endless and mpossible-to-finish assigments.But , thank God.... In my faculty the OSPEK is not really hard. Maybe because this month is Ramadhan and Muslim  have to undergo fasting. On the first day, I even found it kind of boring. We just listen to seminars all day long until I was very sleepy. In my opinion, the most exciting experience is today. coz we went to the corpse room (we have to close our eyes so we didn't now  what will the seniors do and the truth is they guide us to see and observe the mummy-like corpse).  Waah, when we found out, many of my friends became hysterical.. But, thruthfully I didn't scared of that mummy. I even examined her internal organs. I don't know why my friends found it disgusting, I mean that's our body right... After we died, we'll become like that too so there's no need to feel that way, ne~.

That's all I can say now... I want to sleep all day long...

bai bai

Yaaay...yaay!!!! Today is d released day of Tohoshinki STAND BY U... I've seen the tohoshinki ver. pv and as usual, all of them were handsome (-of course, if they're ugly, i won't like them-), and I thought  the pv was similiar to Kiss the Baby Sky, I mean their fashion and the shooting atmosphere. Actually, I like this ver. better than the drama ver. coz it's more eyecatching (ya iyalah, isinya cowo' ganteng smua) and the drama ver. always reminded me of my embarassing incident (read previous post). So, don't forget 2 buy their original single ne~

And today, I also watched some VAMPS pv, TROUBLE. If u don't know who's VAMPS. This is their picture.



I think from d picture u'll found a familiar figure.. Yes, that's Haido (Laruku vocalist) on the right and Kaz on the left side. Haido created this duo in 2008 as his solo project after Laruku take a long hiatus again until 2011 (I'll really miss them T_T). They've already released 3 singles and one album in June (actually their songs are good, but most are rock songs, so it really depends on your taste). This month they'll have a live tour in USA (OMG, Haido sama, nobody can resist your charm, even American). Oh yeah, I almost forget to review their Trouble pv. In my opinion, this is their best pv so far.  The song is very catchy and have a slight disco feeling in it, totally different with the usual Haido music style (rock, i mean),  And guess what, all the lyrics are in English!!! and the most shocking thing is Haido became a jewellery store robber in this pv -Hahaha, imagined Haido as a thief, I won't call the police, instead I'll keep him 4 myself-. The other song I also recommend is Evanescent, their newest single. This is a nice ballad song that had a strong feeling in it (Haido powerful vocal never make any songs boring, anyway). But, an interesting fact, the girl in Evanescent pv really looked like Oishi Megumi (Haido's wife). I wonder what's the reason behind it (*evil grin*). Anyway u have to watch the TROUBLE PV, it's very cool and gorgeous, ne~. CHECK IT OUT !!!

I've just rewatched some of my old Laruku videos (mostly from 1993-1995). And I'm really amazed with Hyde appearance -dumbfounded- He was totally perfectly looked like a girl!!! OMG, his looks really could deceive many people, even his own band member!. Recently, I've read an interview which Yukki and Tetsu said that they didi'nt know Hyde was a man before they talked to him. lol  (and I'm not surprised when Hyde said that many men were after him at that time). WTH?! That's why I didn't really like Hyde when I first knew Laruku (I REALLY THOUGHT HE WAS A GIRL with a manly voice) U know, many female seiyuu that I like also have deep voices.  And last but not least,  the most important reason is HE WAS FAR PRETTIER THAN MEE...oH S***, how can I lose to a man?. So, of course I definitely preferred Tetsu ^_^ (evil grin), although I realised his hair was very big, ne~
 
u have 2 see this


                          

When I saw dis picture, my first impression was "Laruku is a band with a bunch of weird people in it" especially TETSU (he looks like a scary granny with dat hairstyle, ne~). The only normal GUY in my mind  was Sakura. Actually Ken also had a "normal" look but he liked to put on lipstick  in every old concerts so it really made me sick (-_-)  And 4 the vocalist, I thought Laruku had a different vocalist in d past, maybe before Haido they had a girl vocalist whose looks similar to Haido (it could be his siblings, ne~). U know, if u watched Laruku live performance from 1992-1995, u wouldn't know that Haido was a guy (honestly, I figured it out after I saw that his chest was flat, aside from his manly voice). His style was far different from now. In every concert, Haido would always wear a long white dress like in d picture. with his long curly hair. Even his figure was totally perfectly suited to be a girl, u know he had a small, lean, short (his height was just 156 cm)  and delicate looking body. Maybe this happened coz his mother really wanted to have a daughter and he was her only child. In the past, she always made Haido wear a girl clothes and never cut his hair (this case was the same to Tegoshi from News). U can see that both Haido and Tegoshi had "bishie" face in them, fortunately their behaviour is still manly, even one of them have become an "ERO PRINCE" with ecchi mind (u KNOW wHo ^_^).
ATTENTION TO ALL MOTHERS, DON DO DIS AT HOME IF U DON'T WANT YOUR SON  TO HAVE A PRETTY FACE... 

If u don't believe me, u can watch some of Laruku pv's or performance in d past. 4 me, I really liked Hyde face in Blurry Eyes pv, White Feathers pv,  Dune 1993 perfomance, and Sense of Time 1994 tour (u can search it in youtube if u want). Especially, in White Feathers, HE TOTALLY NATURALLY LOOKED LIKE A PRINCESS, VERY PRETTY AND BEAUTIFUL...(actually in all performances I mentioned above, he didn't use much make up, and it still amazed me until now how can his "real" face", without plastic surgery and makeup was more beautiful than a girl)  I wonder how his wife and child reaction if they saw this?!! (evil grin).  


Maybe in the next entry, I'll post the recent L'Arc picture so I can compare it and see how much they've changed in all these years. It's always fun to see the transformation,esp appearance of people, coz we can't stay d same 4ever, ne~. Each time that passed in our live will be a history to tell in d future, although sometimes we haven't realized it yet. Hehe, anyway let's stop my nonsense rambling in here.

じゃあ, また..
 

 
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 カイリン

'I was really really shocked when I heard that news this morning. U know , I've been Michael Jackson big fans since I was a kid (around 4 years old). I still remembered at that time I liked to collected all MJ singles in very big CD's (I don't know what 2 called it) and VHS. Besides Sailormoon, MJ was my biggest obsession at that time. I memorised all his songs, such as Thriller, Black or White, Beat It, Heal the Worlds, etc and I think that showed how much I admired him coz I was just a 4  years old kid back then. His performance esp MOON WALK dance, songs, appearance, lifestyle,or even scandals are the things that all people can't 4get about him. Eventhough, I know that all of us will die someday but I still feel he went too soon, just before his comeback concert. I'd like to express my deepest condolence to his family and all his fans. HE'LL ALWAYS BE THE KING OF POP AND ONE OF THE BIGGEST LEGEND IN MUSIC INDUSTRY EVER .. I'll never 4get u, MJ. R.I.P and may God bless u !!!!

"Stand by U" is the newest single from Tohoshinki that will be released on 1st July (if I'm not mistaken). In my opinion this is like the second Doushite Kimi wo Suki ni Shimattandarou b'coz both songs are ballads with nice rhythm, so u won't get bored listening to it . As usual, my Jaejoong voice is amazing and never failed to impressed me ^ ^ .I really love his intro part in this song !! Very very beautiful and touching...U know (not Yunho),  I think maybe this is some kind of "karma" coz at first I teased my friend who was crying when listening to this song. And now, when I'm listening to it myself I also damn CRYING LIKE MAD. Finally I understand how she felt and it made me really embarassed. This reminded me when I was reading a yaoi manga title (sorry I can't tell you the exact title 4 some private reasons, hehe). 4 me the story was very sad (actually, this story  made me realised that yaoi manga also have "heart" in it). But, guess what my "desk mate" reaction when I told her about the story.  She was LAUGHING REALLY HARD. And I asked to myself "Why the hell she could be laughing like that when I was crying badly reading it?!" In my head I kept thinking "maybe I'm a melancholy person or I was just in a bad mood or the worst possibility I'm truly a 'lebay' person to shamelessly crying like that." OMG, where the hell I should put my face on?? I didn't know whether I or her who was weird. (Still, 4 me, there's no way people would even smiling after reading that),  And then, she successfully left me completely speechless at that time..(-_-)

So, u must listen to this song yourself to find out your own opinion about it. But one thing I'm very certain, this song is GOOD enough to satisfy all Tohoshinki fans out there (included me). And the most important thing, don't forget to buy their single on 1st July, ne~!

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カイリン

Today, I had my graduation ceremony in a large auditorium. All girls must wear traditional clothes called "kebaya" and the boys wore suit. The main event started at 7.30 in the morning, so I went to the salon at 6 o'clock. I was still very sleepy but I had to put all these troublesome make up and stuff. Actually I was really really pissed of, u know?!  However, I realised that maybe this would be the last chance I've got to be together with my friends as high school students. So, I have to give my best, ne~

And then, an unbelievable thing happened...There was a session, when students with high achievement both in academic and non academic were announced. And u know what? I was called to come on stage, coz I got the HIGHEST SCORE IN BOTH NATIONAL EXAMS AND SCHOOL EXAMS FOR SCIENCE PROGRAM CLASSES, OMG, honestly, I never predict my score would be the highest b'coz first, I was an acceleration class students (it means I finished high school in 2 years, actually now I graduated along with my seniors)  and second, many horrible things happened in my exams, especially practical exams. (U know,  in biology practical exam there was a question which u had to write the name of the laboratory equipment with the numbers in it and b'coz I was panicked at that time I DIDN'T SEE THE NUMBERS AT ALL, so I just write randomly everything I saw) Oh crap, I thought I failed that exam. But thank God, maybe the teacher pitied me, so she gave me a not-so-bad score for my Biology exam. Fortunately, my Biology score in national exams (that I worried the most) was quite good. (^_^) Hehehe...

Until now, I still couldn't believe this... Finally, I can get number one position in high school and overall this result is better than in middle school, when I got the second place for my final exams. I hope I can be a better person in the future and also be a good doctor. (Yes, I've already accepted in medical school in a private university). I really missed my friends, especially my "desk mate" and my best friend who will be in twelve grade this July.  I've known both of them since middle school, my best friend and I were always in the same class in middle school but now we've been separated b'coz I joined the acceleration class, so I graduated first. And 4 my "desk mate", we were also classmate for 2 years in middle school and 2 years in acceleration class. She was a brilliant student and it seems she'll get a bright future.. I think I'll upload the graduation picture if I have time later...   じゃあ~

君 の 友達

カイリン

My Keroppi has arrived!!! He's really cute, clean and also has the exactly same size as my previous Kerokeroppi. Actually, he was born in Hamburg, Germany in 1997. I wonder why his owner sold him, if the owner was me I'd never sold him to anyone. But don't worry, now I'll take good care of him at home. By the way, what do u think of him?